erasing my mermories ...

remembering the past make me feel pain ...
& so i haf decide 2 forget the past ...
i decide to erase my mermories ...
forget everyting ...
forget the love i had for him ...
forget the way he looks ...
forget every single dat gt to do wif him ...
i dun wanna to get hurt anymore ...
i could nt bare tis pain ...

in the past ...
in my heart was only him ...
i tink of him whenever i m dreamin ...
i miz him alot ...
i cud only secretly like him ...

nw in the present ...
i noe i haf no hope wif him ...
i haf been reject ...
i guess tis is my fate & life ...
i can't change the fact ...
i juz nid to forget my mermories ...
erase them all away ...
continue my life as normal ...
& juz live my life as myself ...

tis hw my life haf been so far .....*****