Monday, November 05, 2007

SATURDAY
3 oct 2007

followed my mum to pay for the trip to thailand , it's a four days 3 nights trip from the 6 dec to 9 dec ... i was so hungry & so after that went to eat chicken rice ... after eating , walked around little india , it was kinda crowded , saw a few of ang mohs there ... my mum bought for me punjabi suit ... my dad fetch my mum home at lakeside while i went to frontier the jurong point library to read to pass time ... as i was walking , i saw my cousin , azam , he was going jamming ... i was at the library reading & waiting for my friends to call & meet them to go to suhaily's house to makan makan ... met them & we bought some chocolates & cookies for suhaily ... & we bluffed suhaily that we all got something on & couldn't make it ... lOL , it was my idea ... anyway , we surprised her i guess ... ate beef noodles at her house , yumyum ... ate the mini doughnuts , very tasty & so is the swiss roll ... yumyum ... anyway enjoyed playing cards with them ... like snap , heart attack & many others ... i rushed home at around 6+ almost 7 because i needed to go for some event with my mum ... this is when things get out of hand ... haiz ... i don't wanna talk about it ... that's all i guess ...

SUNDAY
4 oct 2007
i wasn't feeling so well , i don't know why ... i felt like i didn't have enough sleep & i felt feverish ... i don't know what's happenong between my mum & me ... don't feel like talking about it ... makes me wanna cry ... went to library alone to borrow some books & slack ... wanted to do homework there but i didn't have the mood to do so ... read finish a book , it's really nice i guess , it's about surfing , hunks & babes i guess ...

the book




is there something wrong with me ??? ...
but somehow i am really lacking the love from you ...
sometimes i really can't feel your love for me ...
sometimes things just goes so wrong for me ...
i feel really hurt in the heart to see you treating me like this ...
i feel that you no longer understand me ...
i really just wanna cry & stay away from you ...

*i really feel like staying away from home ...=(