i went for the class BBQ , i had fun ... but i slipped , fell & slided down as i was running away from miss thailand from singapore ... lol ... i end up bleeding and laughing ... lol ... NO PAIN NO GAIN ... LOL ... even though there isn't much people who attended the BBQ , we still had fun just sharing our experiences , talking & joking around , & playing games ... it really hurts me alot to see him being like that ... i feel like talking to him but i can't because i know he doesn't wanna talk to me anymore ... overall , it was fun even though i fell ... lol ... MERRY CHRISTMAS !!!

*i keep thinking ... i feel really terrible & miserable when i think about it ... thank you izzah for talking to me & keeping occupied from thinking about him ... thanks alot ... =)