this is life ...

i really feel like this photo ... i really love this photo ...

START of POLY ... i officially start my course , experience & product design ... from the first lecture by edwin low, i already not liking it anymore ... it's like there's so many expectation & all ... it's really pulls me down down down ... i am a person who loses hope & confidence when i panic or when i m being worried ... i got 2 assignments already ... studio & MP[material process] ... :(

it's like i was having VC[visual communication] today when practicing the BASIC of free hand sketching ... i already sucked at it ... my classmate can draw really great lines , thin ones , not like mine which is fat and not straight ...

i seriously have gain back my confdence & apply my motto of life[BRAVE FOR THE WORSE & OVERCOME MY FEARS] ... i need to practice ...

i just can't feeling hopeless ... no confidence ...