why muz i get sick ....

why muz i get sick at such a period of time ...
m i too weak ?...
i feel guilty nt goin for the camp ...
i reali wanted to go ...
but i gt sick ...
i reali wanna sae sorri to my group mates ...
i disappoint dem ...
i feel veri sorri ...
i feel dat i let dem down ...
i didn't plan for all tis ...
i hope my group mates dun blame me for nt going ...****

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