i can't be bothered to care anymore ... i m so tired already ...

i don't think i can take it anymore ...
furthermore , i seem to be invincible to you ...
i don't feel wanted any longer like it used to ...
i guess it might have end sooner or later ...
it's just the matter of time ...
i can't really do anything about it ...
i mean if i m the only one caring for the opponent ,
it would be fair if i m always the one who calls the opponent,
no it's not fair at all ...
it's really not fair ...

*raining in the morning ...