everything has vanish for me ...

i have lose hope in myself ... i lost confident on myself ... i can't seem to concentrate in my studies or work ... i can't get focus ... there's no turning back of time ... it's true , once a couple has broken up , somehow or other one party or both party will not be able to communicate or talk like they used too ... i really regrett ... i can't do anything about it ... can i , NO i can't ... love can't be force ... i really dislike myself when i really down , no engine to start again ... i think i need to take pills to wake myself up ... i really to focus , worst case i would break down only ...

*it's hard to understand hw i feel ...