thank you jazreel ,pony taitai for the picture ...

life is just like a movie ...
there's always happy
& sad part of the movie ...
i can't help thinking that life has been really tough on me ...
testing my mentalilty & emotions ...
it's just so hard to do that , it's not that easy to control your emotions like doing an control acoount ...
sometimes i really feel sick & tired of everything ...
how can i get rid of it ...
the words in letter keep on appearing in my mind ...
i wanna just disappear ...
i really feel i shouldn't be here ...

* i am just really glad i have such great friend to joke with & laugh with ... you guys brigthen up my day ,THANKS ...
LOL , my name is PEN PEN ...