HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYBODY ...
today was quite fun day i guess...
went to school for POA lessons ...
after POA , junice , izzah , nadiah.L , suhaily & me went to PIZZA HUT , MY FAV to have our lunch ... PIZZA HUT was packed & so they said they would call us if there's seats ... junice left her number with them ... & guess wad we were like walking around with our HUNGRY STOMACH & junice gave the wrong number ... lOL ... so funny seh , luckily we went back to PIZZA HUT to check it out ... anyway , we manage to get seats & HAD A WONDERFUL TIME AT PIZZA HUT ... yumyum ... we kept eating & chatting ... LOVE SHARING HALF OF THE PIZZA I ORDERED WITH IZZAH , half aloha & half hawaiian ... it's just simply DELICIOUS ... I THINK WE ARE ALL addict to PIZZA HUT ... we JUST LOVE HAVING GATHERING LIKE THIS ... we thought it was pretty weird for us to hang around at PIZZA HUT for so long so we decided to pay the bill & go some where else to chit chat ... junice & nadiah.L bought waffle , den junice accidently langa my hand while eating ...

the evidence


after buying waffle , we decided to chitchat at library the so call canteen or kopishop ... we HAD LOTS OF FUN just chatting with each other ... went home around 6+ & reached home around 7.15pm ...

some pictures taken ...


on the bus 30 , on the way to jurong point ...


junice just listening to music & dazing ...


junice again , i have no idea what she was looking at ...


just the 5 of us ...

HAVE YOU ALL GONE OUT OF YOUR MIND ??? ....
what the fuck ... [opps ...] i think only the percussionist from jss band know why ...

anyway , enough of this , today was a pretty tiring day ... went to school for band today ... leonard & moon came back to visit ... left half way during sectionals , had meeting for the china trip thingy ... the icebreaker & team games were kind of fun i guess ... we got to know more about each other ... nothing interesting happen today ... i pretty tired i guess , too lazy to be detailed ... =P

*i dare you to bite my neck ... lOL ... =P

27 oct 2007
SATURDAY
cyclied & met suhaily at our near by swimming complex ... we went swimming together ... nothing much happen except suhaily kept screaming in toilet because she got darker ... lol ... i didn't really got any change in skin colour , maybe just my legs & my swim suit marking ... anyway , nothing interesting happened ...

28 oct 2007
SUNDAY
i didn't realise till today that i got sun burn on my back ... it was on my shoulder blades , it was really red ... it become really hot & painful ...
accompanied my mum to visit her friend house for raya in the afternoon ... after that , in the evening , i went to my cousin's house [kak ngah/faizah] ... went there makan makan & mingle around ... i love playing with my cousin's son , ryan adam ... HE'S SO CUTE ... lol ... i know , all babies are cute ... anyway , i enjoyed the day ...

29 oct 2007
MONDAY [TODAY]
my sun burnt still hurt but my right shoulder blade is much better le , the left is still red ... i applied LOTS of lotion on it le ... but still painful ... haiz , must tahan , like what suhaily said ... i was pretty stupid to bring a normal school bag to school for POA lesson because both of my shoulders were pain & i had a hard time just carrying my bag ... i should have change my bag to a sling one instead , how stupid can i get ... i think very ... lol ... anyway , time seem to pass so fast during POA lesson which is 2h ... after POA lessons , went to suhaily's house to do POA homework first then go to tution later ... but i ended up doing one POA question only & the rest of the time i was sleeping on her sofa ... lol ... too tired , don't know why ... went for tution & then went home ... i guess that's all ...

how i wish i could do the same like the picture above ... just smashing the mirror wif my fists ... i just want put my anger on something ...
i just wanna find out the truth ... i mean i m sorry if i scolded you or shout at you with vulgarities ... but I JUST WANT TO KNOW WHO'S THAT PERSON ... it gets very irrating sometimes just wanting to know the truth ... i mean since it's the last day of school , i just wanna clarify some things & know the truth ... hey , you got my nerves ok , sorry if i scolded you FUCK you or FUCKER ... i just felt so much anger & rage in me ... i was fed up ...

*you can't hide the truth forever , sooner or later , we will still find out ...

PIZZA HUT FEVER ...
i have been eating PIZZA HUT three days in a row le ... first on the tuesday at ms j's house at night , second was the next day which is one the wednesday afternoon at jurong point with junice , suhaily & izzah & finally today in the afternoon at jurong point again with izzah & suhaily ... i think i really gonna turn BONKERS just eating PIZZA HUT ... LOL ... but i just can't help it , i just somehow love eating them ... anyway after having our lunch at PIZZA HUT , me , suhaily & izzah bought dresses from moonlight river[i think] ... we were satisfied with our choices i guess ...
went out for dinner with parents in the evening ...

*nothing much happened at school ... i think my stomach has expanded , LOL , jkjkjk ...

PICTURES TAKEN TODAY AT PIZZA HUT.


just me , izzah , junice & suhaily ...


SMILE ... PIZZA HUT ...


THE FOUR OF US AGAIN ... [my hair looks messy in some way ... lol]

PICTURES TAKEN AT MS J HOUSE





DOTS ...

22 oct 2007
MONDAY [STREAMING DAY , NO SCHOOL]
went jalan raya with friends [SUHAILY , IZZAH , NADIAHS , KHAIRUL , HAIQAL , OMAR , NASRUL & SARHAN] ... we manage to visit 9 houses , it rained heavily at night & we all reach home pretty late , i reached home 11+ ... we still had to go to school the next day ... but no matter how tired or late we reach home , we did had fun ...

* will upload pictures another day ... sorry ...


23 oct 2007
TUESDAY
i went to school like a half zombie , i was very sleepy & tired due to the day before ... not only me was feeling like that , the rest of them too were also like that , suhaily had bad migraines & was absent from school ... i even had band after school ... luckily , we had free periods & i manage to catch some sleep ... after band , met up with junice & haiqal , & we went ms j house ... we were having fun at ms j hse , we got to eat pizza , fried chicken & japanese seaweed chicken ... we got to see ms j's photo album & we got to play with ps2 ... overall the day was tiring yet fun ...

*i felt so relieved & happy after apologizing to her ... it felt good i guess ... i am really glad i finally said it ... =)

24 oct 2007
WEDNESDAY [TODAY]
i slept for 5 hours last night ... was kind of tired at school i guess ... didn't do anything much at school today ... played soccer during PE today , we won 3-1 ... [thanks to chee siang , he scored all 3 goals ... pro sia] it was fun during the last two periods of maths because there was no maths lesson & so we played some lame & funny game ... me , suhaily , junice , nasrul , omar , khairul & chew siang played games like HAH WHAT , BIPOBIPO & that dam funny game ... lol , had lots of laughters & madness ... after school , izzah treat me , suhaily & junice at pizza hut at jurong point ... izzah ate aloha , junice ate her favourite meal , me & suhaily ate lazania[don't know to spell , paiseh] we also ordered a regular hawaiin pizza ... i was gonna have a PINEAPPLE fever , i ate lots of pineapple because , junice & suhaily didn't like to eat the pineapple ... anyway , saw jaz & monster at jurong point ... after junice & suhaily went home to rest , izzah wanted to go to library to read & i accompanied her but instead we went window shopping , we found some dresses that we have in mind & we gonna get them tomorrow ...

*i really wanna find out who's that person is ...

went visiting yestherday ... went to pak busu hse , watched the movie WIND TALKERS , & it reminded me about the english comphrehension that miss tang gave us to do in the past ... after that we went to BUSU HAWA hse to eat MEE BAGKSO[not sure the spelling] , it's just some kind of beef soup with mee as in noodles ... IT was DELICIOUS ... very yummy seh ... got to meet up with my relatives from my mum's side , chatted with my cousins & stuff ... after mingling at busu hawa hse till around 8+ , we went to kak long's hse & her mother-in-law hse too ... the day was a tiring one ...

*finally got to hear your voice ... lol ...

you know , to kind of think about it , i ought to apologize to her ...
i know i have hurt her in the past ...
i am really sorry ...
i gonna walk to her & apologize to her tommorrow at school ... wish me all the best ... i got to do it sooner or later right ...

KICKING MONSTER ASS ... LOL ...

19 oct 2007
yestherday went to visit jaz at her work in the afternoon ... went to library after that , went there with fatin & suhaily to slack ... we read CLEO magazine & checked out the muscular guys in the magazine ... [like their six pack ...] LOL ... saw my pri sch mate there ... anyway , we stayed there for awhile only , after that fatin bought her long john silver & suhaily & fatin went home ... i didn't go home ... went back to library & look for grahics books ... the air con at the thrid lvl library was freezing ... manage to find some cool pictures & did some drawings too ... went home around 7+ ...

Learn to relax. In the long run any problems that might keeping one from sleeping in the now, and thus perhaps negatively affecting one's health, cannot be all that important if one cannot recall them in the future. Refuse to think of the problems or resolve them by changing the circumstances of their creation.

taken from some web site : www.wikihow.com

* thaxs my friend for searching for me of ways to sleep well & early ... =)

nothing much happened at school today ... quite boring i guess... didn't have PE today ...
amazingly , i slept at going to 3am last night but i didn't feel veri sleepy even though my body felt tired ... don't know why ...
a few people were absent like suhaily , berenice , dahshini & other ...
went through a few papers today ...
it rained again ...

*just LOVE the rain ... the slippers let me think of the beach & how i wish i cud just sit by the beach as the rain pours , just looking at the waves & rain drops ...

EXAMS RESULTS ...
i guess it really normal for me to fail my chinese paper2 but overall just pass ...
i passed all the other subject ... but i m kind of shock at the marks i get for my social studies & history ... i didn't really study very hard for the paper ... i was shock that i pass because i expected myself to fail ... it's just unbelievable , i kept asking dahshini is there a mistake in the marking or what , also asking her to pinch me ... lol ... went out to eat at long john silver wif friends after school ... i took a nap in the afternoon but it took some time for me to fall asleep ... i was feeling warm & weak , i not sure is it due to the weather or isit just me ...

*the worst is yet to come , we still got major exams next year awaiting for us to take ... ['O'levels]

lyrics for glamorous sky by mika nakashima

akehanashita mado ni mawaru ranbu no DEEP SKY
AH aoide...

"kurikaesu hibi ni nan no imi ga aru no?"
AH sakende...
tobidasu GO
hakitsubushita ROCKING SHOES
haneageru PUDDLE
FURASSHUBAKKU
kimi wa CLEVER
AH, REMEMBER

ano niji wo watatte ano asa ni kaeritai
ano yume wo narabete futari aruita GLAMOROUS DAYS

"akewatashita ai ni nan no kachi mo nai no?"
AH nageite...
hakidasu GO
nomihoshite ROCK N'ROLL
iki agaru BATTLE
FURASSHUBAKKU
kimi no FLAVOR
AH REMEMBER

ano hoshi wo atsumete kono mune ni kazaritai
ano yume wo tsunaide futari odotta GLAMOROUS DAYS
Mm... glamorous DAYS
nemurenai yo!

SUNDAY MONDAY
inazuma TUESDAY
WEDNESDAY THURSDAY
yukibana... OH...
FRIDAY SATURDAY
nanairo EVERYDAY
yamikumo kieru FULL MOON
kotaete boku no koe ni

ano kumo wo haratte kimi no mirai terashitai
kono yume wo kakaete hitori aruku yo GLORIOUS DAYS

ano niji wo watatte ano asa ni kaeritai
ano yume wo narabete futari aruita GLAMOROUS DAYS

GLAMOROUS SKY...

i still think first movie nana is still better than nana 2 ... i love the movie ... nana is so cool , this just a video of one of their song , glamours sky ... i love the song from the first movie nana ... enjoy the video & music ...

went to jurong green even though it was raining ...
i was there sitting alone at first , it was pretty cool to sit alone there & watch the rain ...
we ate LOTS of JUNK FOOD , but thanks anyway , i love eating junk food ...
we played at the playground after it stopped raining even though the playground was still wet ...
it was quiet fun i guess ... there was me , fatin , her sis , peiyi , jaz & david ...

*love watching the rain ...

IT'S ALL OVER ... I ADMITT THAT I DISLIKE TO SEE HIM NOW BUT I REALLY CAN'T BE BORTHERED TO KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT THEIR RELATIONSHIP OR WHAT SO EVER ... I MEAN I DON'T EVEN WANT TO SEE THEM , WHY WOULD I WANT TO KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON ... I REALLY CAN'T BE BORTHERED TO KNOW ANYTHING ANYMORE ... THAT'S WHY I EVEN CONSIDERED IN CHANGING CLASS... I KNOW THAT I MIGHT BE GOSSIPING ABOUT PEOPLE & ACTING VERY SUSPICIOUS ... I KNOW I M BEING VERY FUCKING NOWADAYS TOWARDS YOU PEOPLE , BUT I NEED TIME TO ADAPT RIGHT ... I AM REALLY SORRY IF I HAVE SCOLDED OR OFFENDED YOU ALL OKAY , SORRY ... I M REALLY SORRY ... JUST FORGET WHAT EVER HAD HAPPEN , TAKE IT AS IT DIDN'T HAPPEN K ... I M REALLY SORRY TO EVERYONE OUTTHERE ... this a MONTH of forgiveness , i hope evryone can forgive for the wrong ...

*you can't just assume you know , it makes an ass of you & me ... i am really sorry ... =(

I M FEELING VERY PISS NOW ...
SPOIL MY HARI RAYA MOOD ...
YA , FINE IT'S ALL MY FAULT ...
BLAME ME ALL YOU WANT , SCOLD ME ALL U WANT ...
DON'T BLAME MY FRIENDS OR WHAT SO EVER ...

*feeling really fucked up ...

i hope it never stops raining ...
somehow i feel that the rain is falling to wash away all the pain in me ...
i know everything that happen is destinated & i can't do much about it ...
i know people might be gossiping about me behind me or what so ever ...[i don't give a dam]
but can i warn all the people outthere , if u don't like me or what so ever , just say it to my face , i have no problem with that ... and another thing , please DO NOT HARRASS MY FRIENDS or giving my friends weird stares , they aren't involve in this , it's not their problem , it's mine ... so if u want , approach me not them ...

*if i dislike that person or what so ever , my friends might not dislike them & if u want , u can anti me or what so ever but don't do it to my friends ...

MISS ALL THE FUN TIMES WE HAD TOGETHER LAST TIME ...

MISS ALL THE FUN TIMES WE HAD TOGETHER LAST TIME ...

CAN THE RAIN KEEP RAINNING ???

i hope that the rain doesn't stop ...
i hope it keeps on rainning ...
because it's just like my tears tearing & crying ...
but as you can see the picture above , the cute cartoon is carrying a umberella , the umberella represents my FRIENDS OUTTHERE ... comforting & consolling me ...
*I LOVE THEM ALOT ...

JUST BEING ME...

I don’t wanna care what’s going to happen next … I can’t be borthered … I don’t even bloody dam care if they are gonna be together or whatsoever … I just gonna just be me … & just carry on my life , at least I still got MY FRIENDS … THANKS A LOT MY FRIENDS & MS J too …

*I LOVE YOU ALL MY FRIENDS ... =)

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