i will be leaving to china tomorrow ... so i will be going to china , beijing for 9 days ... don't borther sending me to the airport , i don't deserve that ... suhaily should know what i mean ... but it's ok ... anyway , you guys , takecare of yourself k ... don't make me worry for you all ... I WILL SO MISS YOU GUYS !!! ... =(

i really don't know what to blog ... my life pretty boring i guess ...
anyway , this morning when i took 242 bus , the bus driver was really friendly , he was like smiling & greeting goodmorning & hello to everyone who boards the bus ... he brighten
everyone's day i guess ... even when we were alighting at the interchange , he was like thank you & goodbye ...
my day was pretty much ok not until at night ... i don't know is it just me or what ... but i am really hurt ... why m i hurt ... i don't know , i really don't know what to say or express this feeling of mine ... =(



*just love walking in the rain ...

THURSDAY
15 nov 2007
went to NUH in the morning for my yearly heart checkup ... after that had lunch with my mum at jurong point delifrance ... after that my mum & i took cab , she drop me at my school first & then she went home ... i had to go school for china meeting , the tour guide would be talking to ask to us ... the tour guide went through lots of details of the trip like warning ua about fake money notes & stuff ... after the meeting , i rushed to meet suhaily at boon lay interchange , i changed my clothes & we went town ... we went to nghee ann city & visited jazreel at the french shop & visited berenice at taka ... after that , we set off , SHOPPING ... LOL ... had LOTS of fun just the two of us ... WE BOUGHT LOTS OF STUFF on that day but all not that pricely ... anyway when we were walking back to the mrt station , suhaily suddenly said to me that she was very happy today , let's go home ... LOL ... but indeed we had fun & the best thing of all , we didn't feel tired at all when we were shopping ...
*HAD A REALLY GREAT TIME WITH SUHAILY ...

FRIDAY
yestherday
16 nov 2007
had band in the afternoon ... after band , went out with most of our percussionist but not all & with suhaily & jazreel's bf ... it was really fun just sitting at KFC & chatting & joking around ... lol , david accidently spill out the water ... luckily i didn't kana , SEE SUHAILY ... =P nenenipopo ... lol ... after that we walked all the way from jurong point to the pasa malam near nasrul house ... some of us bought stuff while some didn't ... i just bought ice-pop ... it was tasty ... it started raining when we decided to go to lakepark ... we ended up going to taman cc to chitchat but most of them ened up watching tv ... lol ... anyway it was windy trip back home ... so cooling just taking the open air 242 bus home ...
* THANKS FOR THE GREETING ... sorry for making you stayed up till so late ...

thanks ALOT MUM for making breakfast for me ...
was left alone after they left to go JB ... stayed at home & just laze around & use computer ... went to jurong point to meet suhaily & izzah at long john silver to have our lunch ... saw julia , chew siang & their basketball mates at mrt station there ... tap on julia's shoulder & just quickly walked away ... lol ... izzah ordered her food & added more rice & fries ... she was pretty hungry at that time ... had our lunch & waited for nadiah.H to arrive ... we chatted pretty loudly at there & talk & talk & talk non-stop ... REALLY ENJOY BEING WITH YOU ALL ... tell you funny incident that happened to suhaily ... when we walked into john little to walkwalk , as we walked pass a botak baby boy in the pram , izzah walk another way while nadiah.H , suhaily & me walked pass the baby ... the botak baby was like very hyper & was swinging his hands in the air & as nadiah.H walked passed nothing happened BUT as suhaily walked passed , the baby smack suhaily's butt , LOL ... i was there laughing like mad ... LOL ... so young yet so cheeky le ... anyway , another funny thing happened to suhaily again , as we entered sfox again , suhaily suddenly just said to an unknown girl that the shirt was not bad ... i was kinda stun at that moment , i mean i thought she knew that girl or what BUT in the end she pai seh because she thought that girl was nadiah.H ... LOL ... all four of us bought clothes from sfox , suhaily , izzah & me bought sweaters while nadiah.H bought a long sleeve t-shirt ... ANYWAYS ,HAD FUN WITH THEM , CAN'T WAIT TILL THE NEXT TIME ...


suhaily's blur face ... lol ... candid shot taken at the fitting room ... [she's so gonna kill me for posting this at my blog ... lol =P]



izzah having difficulties taking off her sweater ... lol ... she's so FUNNY & CUTE ...


just the picture of the four of us ... ROCK ON mAN ...

yestherday , went to school at 10 for china beijing meeting , after that had band ... the weather was really hot yestherday ... made me feel giddy & sleepy ... we tease cassandra & yu hui yestherday ... lol ... persussion section should know ... lol ... went home with kangchun [KC] after band ...
it was raining heavily in the early morning ... slept like a log ...
anyway , a few more days & i am going off to china beijing le ... still left 11 more days to go ... i really don't know , but isit just me , i mean i don't get to spend time with my friends anymore ... i mean my friends are like busy with their own stuff & i just don't know if they even need me anymore ... i just don't know , maybe it's much better if i am gone ... i mean we are all busy & all but can't we find a day to go out with one another ... we still have lots of planning to do for the coming up BIRTHDAYS people ...

*i just don't know ...

my life isn't going so well ... i don't know to explain it...
it's complicated ...
i have been going to library alone to emo this past frew days ...
things couldn't get worst when one of the days when i was wearing school uniform , some fucking teenagers walk pass me & said that jurong sec lan arh ... WTF ...
i don't what's wrong with my mum , i mean she can be fine at times & also she kinda gets really pain in the ass at times ... it's worst as memories flows through my mind whenever i m alone ... i don't want to talk about it , i will start crying all over again ... better stop here now ...

HAPPY DEPAVALI !!!
this morning watched the movie , in her shoes ... it was nice ... ate my breakfast after that & went back to sleep at 11 & woke up at 1+ ... i was just tired i guess...

then later in the afternoon , went to the airport to fetch my maid back with my parents & on the way there in the car , i took a picture of the ferris wheel ... not bad right the picture ???


anyway , after having our lunch there & fetching my maid , we sent my mum to work ... a quite journey back home ... the moment i reached home , i took my wallet & stuff & went out again ... my dad drop me at jurongpoint , thanks dad ... i went to return book first then went to find jazreel at work ... then jazreel told me that david was also working at jurong point at the cinema there ... jazreel took some time off from work to buy bubble-tea & also just walkwalk with me for awhile lor ... then we went back to her workplace , cards & such ... i took a very long time to find a card for a person ... but finally with the help of jazreel , i got an reasonable card ... she then took time off again since there wasn't much customer , lol , to accompany me to get a gift ... THANK YOU JAZREEL ALOT , i mean for suggesting the gift ... THANKS FOR ACCOMPANYING ME ... i owe you one i guess ... went to MJ to look at CDS & ended up buying a soundtrack cd of the movie the secret ... i was at the escalator about to leave jurong point to walk to the interchange , i bump into fhaizal , hafiz , ashraf & hasif ... took the same bus with hafiz & went home ...

*looking forward to just out with you all ...

TODAY
went to meet shu yi , jia wen , pei ying & liqi in the morning at jurong point interchange to do maths presentation at suhaily's house , but we went to eat breakfast at mac before that ... to tell you the truth after watching the movie SUPER SIZE , i don't feel like eating anything from mac except hotcakes ... lol ... went to suhaily's house to do ... i really sorry , i didn't help much in the maths thingy , maybe i could try to put in more effort in the statitics ... but had fun you all , just joking around & stuff ... lol , liqi & me did an video on ostrich some kinda puppet dance , suhaily videoed it ... after jia wen , shu yi & liqi left to grab a bite before jia wen goes for basketball training , me & peiying stayed & watched suhaily's younger time video , it was pretty funny i guess ... suhaily last time her hair was like AFRO ... LOL ... peiying left after a while later because she was going out ... i stayed & watch some more ... i got to see some of suhaily's travelling photos when she was young ... she really LOOKS REALLY CUTE ... too bad she isn't allow to give any of her baby photos ... anyway , saw the guy that i thought was kind of cute i guess from her pri 6 class ... suhaily did tell me his name ... erm , let me think ... o yes , his name is EDGER i think if i am not wrong ... anyway , the flu jab was pushed to today because tomorrow is public holiday ... so , met my mum at my house nearby centre at the APEX clinic after staying suhaily house until my mum called me to meet her ... it was pretty funny because while i was just asking the female doctor , would it be painful , she just poke the needle at my left arm , it wasn't pain not until she pressed the injection & the liquid flowed in me & then she answered my question as she was doing that , & said it wasn't that pain ... i was like ahhhh , it wasn't 'that pain' as i expected , i just was kinda shock because it happened all so fast ... lol ... it's done & over ... wohoo ... but now i kinda of feeling feverish , it's kinda normal i guess according to my dad ... i just watched the movie 'YOU GOT SERVED' about hiphop dancing battle out to win ... THE MOVIE WAS FANTASTIC , all the dancing makes we wanna dance too .... anyway , got to go now , i got to use a warm towel to dap on my injection wound from preventing it from swollening ...

some pictures taken today :

on the bus 243W on the way to suhaily's house ...


picture drawn by liqi [i helped up a little, lol] ... a picture of a future husband of suhaily , her future baby & suhaily herself ... LOL ...


a picture a plaster on my left arm where my flu jab was taken ... [ i have nothing better to do just take ]


a close up photo ... DOTS ...

nothing much happened monday ... i went to tution as usual ... met up with peiyi & kang chun at jurong east ... go there to walkwalk at the basa malam ... anyway , I JUST WANNA CONGRATULATE FATIN & KANG CHUN FOR GETTING INTO CLASS 3-4 ... i even bought chocolates for you ...

YESTHERDAY
so gundu ... i forgot to bring the chocolates to school , i will bring it on next band practice ... went to school early in the morning for chinese lessons ... quite boring i guess maybe partly because i don't really like chinese ... lOL ... then junice came out with some idea & drew this ...

the picture junice drew ...
guess the word ... looks cool right ???



went to have lunch after chinese lessons with celeste at KFC ... while we were eating celeste asked if i had took the flu jab ... i was like WHAT , do we have to , i didn't know ... i was like pretty freak out by that but it's for our own safety i guess ... i got to get the flu jab by this week ... i probably would be taking on thursday ... after eating , celeste went back to school while i went to meet fatin & walked to school together for band ... i went for band until 2.30 pm , after that go for that china meeting thingy ... we got to know briefly about what are we going to see there & so on ... after the meeting , went to sheng shiong to accompany khairul to buy eggs for his mum , khairul treat us otah otah , some snacks & we sat outside mac at the steps there & eat ... lol ... we walked to econ after that because i wanted to buy ice-pop , grape flavour ... it was really refreshing ... walked to khairul's busstop ... they accompanied me till bus 30 came , we chatted ...

* thanks alot for accompaying me & waited till i got on the bus ... when i have enough money , i will sure treat you guys the next time ...


thank you jiaming for helping us take the picture ...
lol ... sitting outside mac & eating ...

SATURDAY
3 oct 2007

followed my mum to pay for the trip to thailand , it's a four days 3 nights trip from the 6 dec to 9 dec ... i was so hungry & so after that went to eat chicken rice ... after eating , walked around little india , it was kinda crowded , saw a few of ang mohs there ... my mum bought for me punjabi suit ... my dad fetch my mum home at lakeside while i went to frontier the jurong point library to read to pass time ... as i was walking , i saw my cousin , azam , he was going jamming ... i was at the library reading & waiting for my friends to call & meet them to go to suhaily's house to makan makan ... met them & we bought some chocolates & cookies for suhaily ... & we bluffed suhaily that we all got something on & couldn't make it ... lOL , it was my idea ... anyway , we surprised her i guess ... ate beef noodles at her house , yumyum ... ate the mini doughnuts , very tasty & so is the swiss roll ... yumyum ... anyway enjoyed playing cards with them ... like snap , heart attack & many others ... i rushed home at around 6+ almost 7 because i needed to go for some event with my mum ... this is when things get out of hand ... haiz ... i don't wanna talk about it ... that's all i guess ...

SUNDAY
4 oct 2007
i wasn't feeling so well , i don't know why ... i felt like i didn't have enough sleep & i felt feverish ... i don't know what's happenong between my mum & me ... don't feel like talking about it ... makes me wanna cry ... went to library alone to borrow some books & slack ... wanted to do homework there but i didn't have the mood to do so ... read finish a book , it's really nice i guess , it's about surfing , hunks & babes i guess ...

the book




is there something wrong with me ??? ...
but somehow i am really lacking the love from you ...
sometimes i really can't feel your love for me ...
sometimes things just goes so wrong for me ...
i feel really hurt in the heart to see you treating me like this ...
i feel that you no longer understand me ...
i really just wanna cry & stay away from you ...

*i really feel like staying away from home ...=(

i think i better update my blog before i got forget what happened today & the day before ...

1 nov 2007
THURSDAY
i seriously forgot that i had to go back to school for the china beijing meeting ... i was already outside when celeste messaged me ... LOL ... i totally forgot about it ... but luckily , nothing much happened at the meeting , so i guess i didn't missed much i think ... ya , anyway had to do a presentation on JINGSHAN GONG YUAN with wei en & zhan hong ... looking forward to work with you all i guess ...

went ice-skating instead ... I WAS REALLY A BLUR SOTONG TO FORGET ... i think it's because i growing older i guess ... LOL ... jkjk ... HAD LOTS OF FUN GOING ICE-SKATING WITH SUHAILY , IZZAH , PEIYI & MYSELF ... all of them fell down except me ... LOL ... it's just my luck i guess... poor peiyi , she was wearing shorts & her leg got scratches when she fell , & it looked pretty painful ... hope her legs gets better ... we were all exhausted by the end of the day ... went to eat long john silver at jurong east entertainment & after borrowing books , went home taking bus 99 ... fell asleep on the bus ... reached home around 8+ ...


some pictures taken at ice-skating ring:

me , izzah & suhaily ...[my hair looks very thick ... should i perm it ???]


just suhaily , peiyi & me ...


FUCK OFF & PEACE ...

2 nov 2007
FRIDAY [TODAY]
woke up late even though i put my alarm at 5.45 am ... i guess i turn off my alarm & went back to sleep ... thanks to my mum , she woke me up a few times & i kept saying , i put my alarm already , i later then wake up ... LOL ... then suddenly , i just woke up in shockness & looked at the time ... it was almost 7am & i had to be at school at 8 am for my chinese lesson ... i rushed to school ASAP but still ended up being late ... brought my guitar to school , a friend tutor gonna teach me basics ... i was 20mins or so late for lesson ... we sat there taking this year O level chinese prelim paper ... man , it was dam hard ... anyway , i didn't complete it & just handed up ... after that , mdm yu went through with us the revision book ... after chinese lesson ended , went to have my lunch with zi wei & liqi at 399 ... walked back to school with them for band ... played piano in the music room & learn new songs , managing learn basic guitar skills from my tutor today i guess ... but who cares , as long as i able to learn something is better then nothing ... went to buy some food at 7-11 at superbowl , ate at the busstop ... as we were on the bus , i saw chong guan , chee chye & the fucker riding bicycle ... chee chye saw me but the others didn't ... whatever , i don't borther ... reached home around 5 almost 6 , bathed & land straight on the bed ... woke up around 8+ , watched tv at 10pm , ghost whisperer , quite interesting i guess ... can't wait till next week episode ...