went to wheellock place today in the early afternoon to accompany my mum & i ended up looking at adorable & cool stationary stuff at this cool shop & listening CDs at borderscwhile waiting for her ... rushed home , had my lunch & went out to meet liqi & khairul to play badminton ... it was fun ... we were playing among ourselves at first but later we played with a mother , we played double ... overall it was tiring i guess , running even though my leg hurts ... lol ... anyway , thanks for waiting for me to get on the bus ...

*my mum is right ... why should i care for the fellow ...

i went for the class BBQ , i had fun ... but i slipped , fell & slided down as i was running away from miss thailand from singapore ... lol ... i end up bleeding and laughing ... lol ... NO PAIN NO GAIN ... LOL ... even though there isn't much people who attended the BBQ , we still had fun just sharing our experiences , talking & joking around , & playing games ... it really hurts me alot to see him being like that ... i feel like talking to him but i can't because i know he doesn't wanna talk to me anymore ... overall , it was fun even though i fell ... lol ... MERRY CHRISTMAS !!!

*i keep thinking ... i feel really terrible & miserable when i think about it ... thank you izzah for talking to me & keeping occupied from thinking about him ... thanks alot ... =)

thanks for all the lovely gifts ...
went out with suhaily , izzah & berenice yestherday ...
just love hanging around with you all , i miss the times we went out with rena ...
i will upload more pics next time , pics of my thailand trip & my outings with my friends ...

p.s:i perm my hair ... lol ... looks funny & weird , maybe i m just not used to it ...

ok , i shall not be lazy ... i will start with my china beijing ex-change trip ... i really miss them alot for one thing ... i probably write an e-mail to them later ... it was what you guys thought over there , i mean they are much friendlier than the students in singapore ... i mean my buddy he ai was really good to me even on the first night i was there ... she was so excited having me there , she helped me with my luggage even though i said don't need ... neither me nor her could sleep that night when i first arrived ... she was both exicited & afraid that i couldn't sleep welll ... she even woke up in the middle of the night & check on me whether i was asleep , she was sleeping on the upper deck ... anyway i got 4 other roommates in the hostel room that i m staying in , our room is 231 ... i didn't get much sleep on the first night , maybe not used to it bah ... anyway , a lot of things happened on the first day i attend their lessons ... every where i went in the school , the students will be like say to each other in madarin that she's one of the singapore students ... lol ... anyway , my buddy's classmates were excited & curious about me ... all the girls were like crowding around me & asking me all sort of questions ... my buddy's class was chu shan(4) [ in english is level 3-4 ] i joined in her class ... her class was pretty much no different than my class back singapore , that's what i felt ... i mean they sabo people when the teacher ask for a volunteer to read a passage & guess what the teacher would call the student they sabo to read & unlile singapore teachers . they will call those who sabo people ... lol ...

their chinese lessons was really seem so profound , i mean in their compositions , their whole composition could be all in a poem way , it's like so hard to do that ... i could only understand some parts only ...

their chemistry lessons are pretty cool too , the teacher does the experiments in class ... i pretty understand it when the teacher write the chemical equation out ...

their maths lessons was pretty the same but some differences like
-they don't use calculator for solving graph equation
-they don't use a curve ruler to draw curve for graphs
-their graphs that they draw are much smaller , not only it's small , some looks pretty perfect
-they solve graph equation & draw curve much faster than us maybe because their graphs are much smaller ... but wouldn't it be faster if we are able to use calculator in singapore to solve the graph equation ??? ...

their social studies & history lessons are pretty much about their country & counrty around the world & their news in their country & ... the students don't get to watch tv when they are staying at the hostel , so they get to know much about the news ...

their english lessons are my favourite , lol , because i like english & like speaking english ... their english teacher even talked to me & asked me questions & stuff ... everyone was crowding around while we talked ... lol ... the english lessons is so much fun i guess ...

their physics lessons was the hardest to understand because the topic they were learning , i have not learnt yet ... it was about electric circuit & current stuff ...

anyway all their lessons are ok i guess ... anyway , i really miss class 3[4] over there ... if i could stay longer i will ...

opps , i forgot to mention about PE [ phyiscal education ] ... most of the students didn't like PE ... i didn't know why until i exprience it ... on the first day i attended their lessons , i went for their training , we just did normal stuff but it was pretty tough for me because i wasn't use doing excerise in cold weather ... i felt weak at that time , i felt dizzy & felt like vomiting ... my buddy was like comforting me & the girls were all like crowding around me asking me if i m alright & stuff ... i rested & slept through lessons until lunch time ... lol ... o felt much better after that ... i guess it might be also due to i didn't eat much during breakfast ...

anyway , i made lots of new friends over there ... i miss them alot ... the gifts , the messages & letters they wrote & gave to me bafore i left , they are all wonderful & touching ... some of them even drew anime pictures for me ... they really adorable & cool ... i will show you some of the pics ...

i will upload the pics some other days ...

there's a few things in my mind ...
i just don't wanna go back to school ...
not because of studying but because i don't wish to see some people ...
anyway , my 'O' levels are next year , infact i was in the holiday mood at first but the people around is freaking me out ... lol ... anyway , how i wish i could be there to celebrate rena's bithday with her ... my trip to thailand , cheng mai & cheng rai was fun , get to ride elephant , get to do lots of shopping & many others ... went out with suhaily & her sis yestherday ... so sad that the percussion outing tml is cancelled ...

*to shumin : i m too lazy to upload pics ...

i bought the movie music lyrics from china beijing bookstore for a pretty cheap price ... orginal dvd ... anyway watched it this morning & this is song is one of them ... it's really meaningful if u read & understand the words of the song ... i will update more about my trip to beijing maybe after i get well ... i not feeling really well now ... anyway , how i wished i sould stay there longer until it start snowing ... i really miss them alot , my new friends that i made ... =(


I've been living with a shadow overhead,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I've been lonely for so long,
Trapped in the past,
I just can't seem to move on!

(Hugh Grant)
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,
Just in case I ever need them again someday,
I've been setting aside time,
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind!

[Chorus]
(Both)
All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
Oooooh.

[Verse 2]
(Drew Barrymore)
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine,
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs,
I know that it's out there,
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere!

(Hugh Grant)
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Not somebody just to get me through the night,
I could use some direction,
And I'm open to your suggestions.

[Chorus]
(Both)
All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
And if I open my heart again,
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[Middle-eight]
(Drew Barrymore)
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
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Not just another negotiation

[Chorus]
(Both)
All I want to do is find a way back into love,
I can't make it through without a way back into love,
And if I open my heart to you,
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do,
And if you help me to start again,
You know that I'll be there for you in the end