i really am sorry ...

i really seriously don't know with all this pay cards thingy ...
seriously i can accompany you go down & all but i seriously dunno if u ask me to call or even use what card or buy what kinda card ...
you have asked the wrong person ... it's not that i don't want to help you or anything ... i am just kinda getting in my nerves , getting irritated somehow ... dunno why ... maybe due to communication & language barrier ... =/
sorry i couldn't help ...
i m feeling really dizzy now .................. but i gotta to do my work ...

don't feel like doing anything but daze ...

what a dream ...

i have no idea why i would dream such a dream...
my close friends were in them ... even my sec sch mates .... so weird ...
it happened on some random day after hanging out in afternoon then we go at some voiddeck, going to someone's house[no idea who's] then suddenly we are being chased by like our sec sch mates , they wanna capture us[no idea why] ... they wanted to get us for something & wanted make us suffer ... then my friends & i split up and ran for our lives ... then i saw a woman who keep children, lost children at some bombshelter,she will release them and them roaming around at times, so as i saw all the kids running out there, i took the opportunity to run in there to hide ... as i hide there, i chatted with the woman and explain the situation, she told me i could there as long as possible. after chatting for awhile i heard noises outside, so i peek through the small glass window on the door to see the group of people who were chasing us were outside & they have gathered some people like my sec school classmates, the guys, no guys found. so i suspect that they have not find the girls. they left some girls in charge of taking care of the guys while the rest go find the others. i saw the girls made the guys do push ups and made them stay at that position until the others return. i got scared. then i have no idea suddenly the door opened by the woman ,forgetting i was hiding cuz the children will be back soon. i remained quiet behind the door however one of the girls spotted the open door and she walked in , the woman was nowhere to be find , she saw me. she thought for a moment and then asked her friends if i were one of them that they were suppose to capture. they look at their hp & said yes. before i could run away, they caught me and tied me up and sat one corner next to the guys. then the rest of my dream was blur,can't remebered ..=/

what the hell you want from me ? ...

damn sickening ...
can't you just let me watch it peacefully...
why do you need to comment on it and say look at it ...
what are you trying to tell me ...
i know my work are no good ...
but how dare you ...
you think it's easy to do ...
why not you try doing yourself ...

p.s: it's not that i don't love you, you are making my feelings repel away from you ...

WORKLOAD MADNESSSSSSSSSss ...

i got so MUCH to do now ...!!!!
SToryBOarDING - 2 drafts & FINAL
50 pages of SKETCHES
CLAy WORk

i don't know if i can make it ... seriously, i see my classmates , they are working so hard ... they are bucking up and all ... it's as if there's a battle going ...=/

i seriously don't like people to look down at me ... as in i know i am not good or anything ... but i JUST don't like the feeling of being look down ok ...

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...

FOOOD TIME LUNCH ... after that back to work !!!!!