HELP ...

i seriously need help .........
can anyone helped me in my sketching ... teach me ??? ... =/

i am sorry for switching off your switch ... i hope u can forgive me ...

today was a pretty long day i guess ...

ate lunch alone today ... thanks fatin for talking to me on the phone to accompany me ... i felt kinda sad at the beginning but i am ok now ... ;)

lots of things to do ... i better start now ... =/

this is life ...

i really feel like this photo ... i really love this photo ...

START of POLY ... i officially start my course , experience & product design ... from the first lecture by edwin low, i already not liking it anymore ... it's like there's so many expectation & all ... it's really pulls me down down down ... i am a person who loses hope & confidence when i panic or when i m being worried ... i got 2 assignments already ... studio & MP[material process] ... :(

it's like i was having VC[visual communication] today when practicing the BASIC of free hand sketching ... i already sucked at it ... my classmate can draw really great lines , thin ones , not like mine which is fat and not straight ...

i seriously have gain back my confdence & apply my motto of life[BRAVE FOR THE WORSE & OVERCOME MY FEARS] ... i need to practice ...

i just can't feeling hopeless ... no confidence ...

i have recently found out things ... it will be a tough decision for me in the future ... just thinking of it makes me stress ... shall not think about it...

I NEED PEACE !!!!!!!

can't i get any peace at home ??? i just wanna read my story book ... wth ... ask me help her scan & print things ... so ma fan already ... print le , still can ask me if can make the print the thing more straight ... -.-

7 oct 2009

went to eat BENTEN desserts at jp woth junice & suhaily !!!

NOW SARGENT !!!!!

WORD CHALLENGE !!!

I hAVE BECOME wrestle now ...

just played word challenge ... it really cracks my brain man ... hahha ... yay ... i number 4 among my friends ... i am a bully ... hahahaha

STOCKINGS / panty stocking

stocking pt1



stocking pt2



sorry cheesiang if it was too extreme for you ... but you weren't the only one who kana ... i also kana ok ... hahahahahahaha ... =P here's mine ..........

PHOTOS from yestherday JUNICE's belated birthday ... i am sorry if we disappoint you yestherday ... i hope you like our presents and enjoy just chilling with us ... hahha ... i bet u were happy laughing at me when i wore the stocking right ... hahahaha ... both of them busy watching korean mv ...

mr botak guy ...

cheesiang

still watching ... hahaha ... addicted to korean bands like bigbang,2pm,2am,2NE1 & many others ...JUNICEPEACE MAN ...kah hwee's BEEF BOWL

COMES with pancake & ICE-CREAM

yummmy ... nice ...........

GAME TIME ... hahaha ... i also kana ...

why does she look so sad :(

THE KILLING TOMATOES

since i was wide awake ...i went to create a rock legend band on FACEBOOK ... hahaha ... check out my character ... and my personal logo ... i created it , i made use of the idea i did for my poster ...

my band name is THE KILLING TOMATOES ...

my band members are singer - nasir

guitarist - chee siang

keyboardist - shu jian

bassist - me

drummer - shu min

hahaha anyhow hire my friends ... the friends that i want to hire are already being hired ... =/

hOPE you like it ...

i gave junice a t-shirt & sleeveless for her birthday present ... i hope you like the t-shirt i made for you ... i wanted to hand sew the zips onto the sleeveless ... however after sewing a little i realise it wouldn't work out if it's not machine sewed so i went to central to get it sewes since i don't have a sewing machine at home ... =/ as for the t-shirt, i hope you like the print of your face i did for you ... hope that you would wear it ... =)

can't seem to sleep ...

i couldn't fall asleep last night ... i fell asleep almost 2 even though i was exhausted ... i guess i was just thinking too about yestherday when they were talking about all those crepying stuff ... i always tends to think alot ... =/ i woke up like 5.45am and couldn't get back to sleep ... i tried many ways , i was probably scared so i tried sleeping in the living rm sofa with my big cow soft toy , however no matter how i force my eyes to shut and tell myself to go to sleep , i just couldn't sleep ... so i gave up on sleeping and decided to blog about it ... i know lame right ... who will be bother read this ... probably noone ... hahhaha ...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNICE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i hope whatever you wish comes truee especially about getting a koreannnn boyfriieeend ... hehe ... ;)

went to vivo city marche yestherday to have lunch with beeling,yunwen,fah,shujian&zemin ... i didn't eat the food there since it wasn't halal ... so i took the deserts ... DESSERt there are all FABULOUS ... i ate the chocolate BROWNIE & the fruit CREPE ... DAMN YUMMY man ... hahaha ... after lunch, i rush back to jurong point to celebrate nadiah.L's belated birthday ... sorry we couldn't celebrate on the day itself ... but i hope that you had a great day with us yestherday & hope that you LOVE the presents we did and get for you ... hahaha ... miss those times during sec sch where we had alot of laughter & fun ... =)

yoz people ... sorry i have not been UPDATING ... my blog was basically dead for few months ... my friends are complaining so i should start updating i guess ... hahahha ...