LIFE

life isn't what you expect at times ...
life can be good & bad at times ...
life can be miserable , torturing ,& painful at times ...
life can also be fun , laughter & happiness ...
it all depends on how you live ur life ...

*life goes on ...

could i have a hug ???

i hide everything to myself...

i don't know who share all my sorrows with ...
i just hide everthing to myself ...
somehow i just feel like i am an ugly duckling at times ...
i don't have the looks ...
i feel so hopeless & no confidence at times ...
i feel like breaking down every time i feel like that ...
but i would stop here & be weak ...
i feel that anything is possible if i try or i believe in yourself you can do it ...
i don't how i am feeling now BUT it's pretty miserable ...

*but i am not as miserable than those who are poor & living poverty & sickness ... i really sad to see innocent people or even children suffer in this situation ...

goodbye days - yui

Dakara ima ai ni yuku
So kimetanda
Poketto no kono kyoku wo
kimi ni kikasetai

Sotto boryu-mu wo agete
Tashikamete mitayo

Oh Good-bye Days
Ima, kawaru ki ga suru
Kinou made ni
So Long
Kakko yokunai
Yasashisa ga soba ni aru kara
La la la la la with you

Katahou no earphone wo
Kimi ni watasu
Yukkuri to nagare komu
Kono shunkan

Umaku aisete imasu ka?
Tama ni mayou kedo
[GOODBYE DAYS lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]


Oh Good-bye Days
Ima, kawari hajimeta
Mune no oku
All Right
Kakko yokunai
Yasashisa ga soba ni aru kara
La la la la la with you

Dekireba kanashii
Omoi nante shitaku nai
Demo yattekuru deshou, oh
Sono toki egao de
"Yeah, Hello My Friend" nante sa
Ieta nara ii noni

Onaji uta wo
Kuchizusamu toki
Soba ni ite I Wish
Kakko yokunai
Yasashisa ni aeta yokatta yo
La la la la good-bye days

...

i really sad that izzah didn't get in the semi-finals , i mean the teenage icon singing competition isn't fair at all ... i mean teenage magazine is an english magazine , it isn't fair if they allow both english songs & chinese songs ... it isn''t fair to the malays or indians right ... i thought that most important of the winner competition is that she has the talent , i really don't like to see judges or people looking at looks & voting , but not talent ... i kind of fed of this ...

isn't it great ??? ...

isn't it great ... we are offically not together ... isn't it great people ... i wouldn't need to get sad over small issues & cry again ... but i just don't feel so good now , i have no idea why ... who cares anyway , noone cares ...

* life is just like this , got to get over it & move on ... i can't be borthered any longer ...

yestherday...

i went swimming yestherday at my cousin's house yestherday wif my grandma & some other relatives ... it was windy day & it drizzled in the morning , the water was freezing but soon in enough when i started swimming it wasn't that cold anymore , i found out that the wind was making it so chilly ... i swam a few laps even though it was cold until it start raining ...

*i guess the weather was kinda cold just my heart nw ...

i can't be bothered to care anymore ... i m so tired already ...

i don't think i can take it anymore ...
furthermore , i seem to be invincible to you ...
i don't feel wanted any longer like it used to ...
i guess it might have end sooner or later ...
it's just the matter of time ...
i can't really do anything about it ...
i mean if i m the only one caring for the opponent ,
it would be fair if i m always the one who calls the opponent,
no it's not fair at all ...
it's really not fair ...

*raining in the morning ...

i can't turn back time ...

i can't turn back time ... i had made a great mistake ... but it's too late ... & so i just got to accept the fact & face reality ... i jus gt to move on & forget what had past ... i can't believe it but still i have got to let it go ... i guess it had all been juz a wonderful dream ... i would need sometime to cool down before , i can pick myself up again ...

WE MISS YOU